Thursday, December 29, 2011

Biggest Life Changing YEAR of my LIFE!

Sometimes I feel like I fell off the planet and entered a time warp of daily survival. Time is divided by meals, sleep, bodily functions and keeping up the house. Becoming a MOM has been the most humbling experience that I have ever had. LIFE CHANGING! I have managed to maintain a successful photography and art business, along with working for my husband's business as well. I give the love, make the food, change the diapers, pick up the messes, get my work done, and then DRINK WINE :) I have lost ME in a lot of ways. My identity got lost somewhere between being a wife and a mom. Damn it - I'm an ARTIST TOO. I vow this year to make more art for myself - which always helps me to define my self and what I'm going through. This year has been filled with births and deaths and a ton of changes. I am ready for a new year and to lose the chains that bind me to some of the negative thoughts in my head. I'm ready to smile enjoy the moment and be present with ALL OF MY SURROUNDINGS. Life happens to you while you are busy making plans for it.